Today was one of those days I struggled to get out of bed. I finally did about 10:30. At about 3:00, I got dressed. I don't know why I bothered getting dressed, there was nothing to get dressed for. I managed to get my daughter to her church activity, late, and I managed to pick her up, late. I made a phone call around 11:30. That's it.
Now, I'm laying in bed at 1:48 a.m. on the internet. I'm exhausted and I know if I roll over and close my eyes, I'd be asleep really quick. But I'm fighting it. I feel really stubborn today. If I don't want to do it, then it won't happen. I don't understand this.
I almost went an bought a pop today when I went to get my daughter. I know it will make me feel better. I'm thinking seriously about doing it in the morning.
I have an appointment to help a friend tomorrow. It will force me to get into some clothes and out of the house. I really don't understand these mood swings. I just want to feel "normal". IDK.
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